TYSON CANE BLOG

OK one more try

Ok Men I have sold my site to RAD VIDEO they will be managing my site from now on. That just means that they will do all orders from now on through TYSONCANEVIDEOS.COM

First let me say that I can't thank RAD VIDEO enough for taking that part of my day/life over. I really didn't know what I was doing and I would get so paralyzed with fear with doing something wrong that I tended to avoid the site and not maintain it at all. I tried to hire people at one time but they would either think I was just some kid who didn’t know what I wanted and tell me some kind of bull shit story or they where to controlling and didn't want to listen to me, any which way I didn't have a good control on the site and I want to apologize for failing at that for you guys. I work hard to do a good job. I did however learn something I cannot have total control over everything I have to let some things go. I should have let that part of my business go a long time ago. RAD VIDEO did ask me for one thing to keep going with the BLOG. O how happy I was when they said that one. I am not a writer; they said I could not hire anyone they would know. So here goes. You respond or don’t is not a reflection on my writing skills. (Which suck big time) At least that is what they tell me. LOL I kill me.

Ok I am here in Miami Beach Florida. It was a long lonely weekend another one. No one is here, my assistant didn’t want to come I think he is going to quite. I knew that when I first hired him that he would not stay in this business long. There is a stigma with this industry that not everyone will be able to handle, and then there is me my personality is not that best people person in the world. It is so weird being here by my self no maid no one is here. I am living in an one bedroom two story-building walk up. it is a far cry different then my New York apartment I wanted to get back to the basic’s I think I was loosing site of what the every day gay man goes through. I mean I don’t like to be alone at all and I see that now I m waken by maid then I get up we usually talk she is such a interesting person it is funny her sex life/ dating life is more interesting then mine, also to top it off she is not young. Which makes it worse, she always says that I tend to hide out in my work because I am too scared to date, I always reply with don’t you have something to clean. Then my assistant comes in and his sex/dating life makes me a virgin. (And no I do not ask them to tell me there sex life they tend to tell me I do ask some question some times that opens the door maybe I shouldn’t do that, I love to ask questions.) I hate silence when I am alone I either have the TV on blaring or the radio, until someone comes in. It is very rare that I would be alone.) However, I am alone now. It has been hard to this I actually was bad boy years ago to much drugs sex and spending way too much money on things I didn’t need. Yes I said drugs. I am not insistent. I figured if I am going to do this I am only going to tell the truth. So yes I was bad a couple of weeks ago. Since I have a roommate in New York I stopped that life style along time ago. It was the loneliness I hate being alone. With me not working for someone to report to is worse but I am not a kid anymore it is not the same as it was when I was a kid I could do a ex on a Friday Saturday be up and ready to work the day. Well let me tell you these old bones they said o hell no I was in bed for two days my god the drugs these days they want to knock you out I don’t know the fuck they want. What ever it is it is not for me anymore. I am too old for that. So what I did was to stop was I got a GYM trainer down here I told him my situation and what I need from him for help and that is working. I have to say this I am looking pretty good I don’t like saying that, however, feeling and I looking like I might want to shoot my next film. The script I am writing is about a guy who is very rich and is scared to leave his apartment and all his entire sex life is people that work him. That is the first part of the story. It does go on. I can’t say too much it is pretty good. So good I am thinking of taking the lead role. I think I can pull it off. I wish I could tell you more it is so good there are a lot of turns to this movie so it will be part 1 and 2 and more I am even thinking of asking VIPER if he would do a scene with me. I am little scared I might have to do scenes over and over and over again. Just to get it right. I don’t know if he will say yes over the years we have become friendly not friends but he picks up when I call and if you know him that is a big deal. I don’t know I am just thinking maybe I should have someone else play my part. I don’t know. Only time will tell.

Ok it is getting late it is 1:00pm I should get out of bed and go to the gym latter boys. See you on screen. LOL I kill me. I should do stand up

I have sold my site

I have just sold my tysoncanevideos.com to RAD Video. Again i am not sure i will keep the BLOG open might have to close it but i want to say i am not a writer so i am sorry i am not that great at it but it was FUN thanks

Tyson Cane

I took this picture a few months ago and I thought it was pretty HOT.

I am planning on selling TysonCaneVideos.com

I am just lettign you guys know that I am planning on selling TysonCaneVideos.com ( Not my company Tyson Cane Videos just my on-line sales ) to RAD VIDEO I have been in talks with them for a while and I feel they can do a better job with this site. I do not know if i will be able to keep the BLOG so I thought I would tell you guys. I feel like I am talking to my self so I don't think it will matter but whatever. SO I will keep you posted as to what will happen next week.

TC

I am so FUCKING BORED

I am so fucking Boreid i have not done any work or left my house for more then a week i am sorry if you have soemthing to say say it sorry i have been just boreid with everything.

my blog is not working

my blog is not working

Ok I am back in NEW YORK AGAIN

OK, I am back in NEW YORK after that move I was ordered to come back by my clothes desinger.I am starting a NEW company called Tyson  Cane Body Wear it is for my underwear line. I am not sure this is going to work but i figured why not so I have or I am in the process of starting them. I find out on Wednesday or Thursday if I can really do this I am exceited. I hope you will like it. I designed them and my designer corrected them and made the patterners, Check back with me if you are intrested we are going to be giveing away with a purchase of a movie.

Speacking of which, I have been slowly working on the next film I am little scared for the fact that I am going to tackle a commedy a campy porn. I hope I can pull it off. I am not all that funny according to Renee Ford and a few other Bitches that will remain nameless. It is going to be called Tyson Cane Body Wear. I will be doing alot of behind the scene's shooting I planning on hiring a few people for that part so you guys can see what goes on. This is my line up for my next film.

 

Moving to Flordia

Hi guys/men (LOL - I kill me)

OK I am in a great mood mixed with a little bit nervous. I guess I should explain. While living in NEW YORK for the past 8 years or so I have been living with my best friend. I didn't do it for money reason.I needed to get my life in order. I have know-en Patrick (my best friend) for about 15 years or so. HE is much older then I am. He is 60 (Not romantic in anyway) Not that would be a bad thing I like older guys. Actually I like nice smart together guys regardless of there shell. (Alot of interviews have asked me over the years what do I like in a guy. I never knew how to answer that. Now at 35 years old I think I do now and I have to say they have to have there shit together wither they are a maid/cleaning person or a CEO they have to love what they do. I never worry about money because I have more then enough, I don't need more. More money more problems let me tell you that is true. But he has been my ROCK in my life. Before I started to live with him I have lived all over the world, for the search for love I guess. (I can't believe I have said that.) I think back to what my life was like. I have lived in Amsterdam, Chez Praha 10, Germany - Frankfurt, Berlin, Kolin - (that was not for a guy I love KOLIN - the people are so FUCKING HOT and really cool lay back.) Paris, All over the USA including Ohio, Florida, New York - many times, Mississippi - That was only for a week . I was dating this guy that was kind of country and he took me to my first KMART - (I love them now) and I saw this white guy with a Nazi tattoo and I said to my staff pack me up boys where are going home. (I can't think of his name but I liked him but I said "I just can't live here and he could not leave his family") Then i went back to Chez and i could not take my staff most of them would not go and some of them said they could not do it again. someone from my staff talked to Patrick to talk to me about all this moving. So Patrick calls me up while I was in CHEZ and said "what are you doing with your life TYSON?" that is all he said then hung up!    I realized really fast he was right, or it might have been with the fact that where I was living I would not have my servants stay in. (I don't want to sound like a snob but lets just say there 5 star hotels are like our 3 star hotels and I don't do 3 star hotels I break out in hives. IE I don't drink Alcohol but I do drink and I am addicted to ROOT BEER I had to have my ROOT BEER flown in and let me tell you it was not cheap - that does sound a little bad but sorry true.) Anyway I left  the next day with only the clothes on my back. I still own an apartment there I should go back I liked the people. Actually I have a few apartments and a home or two in a few places from all the moving. OK so Patrick suggested that I stay with him until I figure out what I wanted to do with my life. The only think is he said that I would have to tone down my life style because he didn't think i needed all the staff I had around me all the time. He said he believed that was part of my problem. That I will have to learn what it is to be alone. I called my other best friend JT and he knows Patrick and said he is right, and that I have been doing my life my way and it was not working what would it hurt? So this was in 2000 and I bumbed around for about a year and then Sept. 11 happened and we live down town pretty close to he towers actually i was on the roof when the second plane hit the building and at that moment I remember thinking not much but Patrick came home from work and was worried about me and i realized i get it. I just got it. What i was looking for i had all this time i just didn't see it. The next day after I stopped freaking about the possibility of a chemical war (I got scared when I saw on the NEWS people buying gas mask's I was in the ARMY. Most people can not wear that mask for more then 72 hours trust me and the NBC suite please a week if that it is made out of chorchol inside, heavy and very ugly. At this point was a little too spoiled I think maybe I could wear it for maybe two days, unless PRADA made one then maybe two weeks. (I love all things PRADA) Anyway I started my company actually i started with VEGA - Tyson & Vega Videos I meet him on-line and i thoght it was a sign, it was weird how i meet him i meet him on AOL my Profile picture was just my body and i was not under my name and he emailed me saying hello i was not in a CHAT room i went over to his house he thought i came over for sex he opened the DOOR with a ragging hard on naked i said "Put that away" I am going to make you alot of money how would you like to start a porn company? he said he didn't know anything about that industry behind the camera i said don't worry I will take care of all that." That is something i wish i had not said and i wished i did a little research into his character, - (But then again I don't regret anything everything happens for a reason good or bad) and at that time I didn't think I had enough name power to do it by my self. (Boy I was wrong - I will tell you why I say that another day) Anyway we started our company and then i started Tyson Cane Videos and now this has taken me to 2007 Present DAY. I started that relize about a few months ago that I need to make a change and I should move to Flordia that is where my main company Tyson Cane Holdings, Inc. is from, and I think I should move back to Flordia i ussally go to Flordia for the Winter but this time I was not allowed to go because of my designer would not let me go becasue he needed me here to look over the designs for my underwear line.

So I am moving by my self. No surport staff, and very little company staff I will fly my guys in when I am shooting and I will get a asst. to work with no personal asst. Patrick made me sign something i would not go back to my old life style for at leat 2 years I have to be alone he says that i would ruin all the progress I have done. I think he is right. The only thing I am doing is that I am flying in a guy to build my furniture. I know i have too much time on my hands but i have been shopping for furniture for the past few months on and off and i got my bed I wanted, but for couch's i can not find so i started to draw what i wanted and i started to ask around could I have this built and they said yes it is a simple design it is a 7' x 7' couch, so what i said was i am going to try and build it with the help of a furniture builder helping me. and he is flying down on the 19th to start. I am so exceited but scared I have not lived alone i mean alone alone in I can't remember. I know I can do it, I can do anything I put my mind too.

Ok listen not that people even say anything but I am going to be in transit for a while I have no idea how long it takes to do this all my other moves where not mine. I am doing this one by my self. I probally just go and buy everything all over again but i don't know what I will do. ok untill I type again.   

I can not Sleep

I can't sleep, I have been having all these weird ass dreams the last few days.

I guess in all fairness I should tell you guys what has happen with Brandon Since I wrote he STOOD ME UP!. That is so bad, I sound like me STOOD UP, no way. Like i am special or something. Everyone gets STOOD up every-once and awhile, I know that. But it HURT for some reason. Well I was suppose to do a Photo shoot of him on Wednesday. I rented a suite at The Waldorf Astoria. Any one who knows Hotels it was not CHEAP AT ALL. I would have not done that just for anyone. Any way he called  after i had canceled it via email, i didn't answer the phone nor listen to the message. I am bad I am sorry. At some point I might deal with this with him I thought he was a nice guy.

OK guys i tried I filmed some behind the scene's shots of my latest movie I am shooting at the moment Tyson's Just Pure Sex for ALFA DOG this is not my company. I shoot from time to time for other people. for some reason it will not play back on my computer. Maybe i am doing something wrong I will try again today if not i will take still shots.

Stood up me?

OK, When I started this BLOG I thought, how fucking stupid, this is the most self indulgent, grandiose thing I have ever done in my life. Not really, putting much into the impact it might have on my life. Case in point I told you guys before that socially I am not batting a thousand in the social arena. ( I usually only call people when I want something done and I repeal most if not all social invitations. I am a stay at home guy.) OK, so after writing that, I have been thinking of ways I can correct that type of behavior. One of the things I came up with was I thought the next opportunity I can, I will say YES to any social event (With out asking my asst. to find the guest list and going over stagy with my PR team as to if i should attend this event or not because of what it can do for my company. Just to let you know this is a very common thing.) Another thing i thought i could do was invite someone to something and if I am brave invite my self to something (Which I have never done, and let me tell you how hard that is to do that.)

So this is what happened: Friday I called Brandon Aguilra to go over the photo shot and to say hello and also to tell him about something I bought for my self. (I can not believe i am telling you this O MY GOD i bought O MY GOD. OK I bought this:
Shur Shot Shower Enema Kit (http://www.leatherpost.com/static/D1197.html)

I can not believe i have said that I am so embarrassed,however, I was at someone's house and i used it O MY GOD! The word CLEAN should be written on it. As you might know I am versatile so i like a good pounding as much as a fuck every once and awhile, but I am always so scared of something happening with this nothing is going to happen. If it does go see a doctor LOL.

SO I am telling Brandon about this thing I just bought. I had to buy it from a leather shop. Believe it or not I don't like to buy things on-line. I know I own a shop that sells video on line, however, I tell my self that my staff knows that they have to get the product out that day or not the next day in the morning first thing. I have been complemented on my timing with orders a lot more then once. But for me I am so scared and my friend had said he got it from a leather shop. So I called and i am on hold I can't do that form thing for the first order, I am waiting on the phone and this DEEP sounding voice is talking about all the products they have etc, etc and guess who takes my order a women. I almost hung-up but I was like fuck it I want it for my homes. She was so nice and I really appreciated that. She didn't make me feel embarrassed at all or try to act like a man you know just nice if I could have I would have given her a tip. So I am telling BRANDON about all this and he says he is going to see this movie at the QUAD that night. SOp i said to my self ok TYSON thi sis your chance go ahead and ask if you can go. SO I did, let me tell you my stomach was in knots for what seemed like hours was minutes he said yes. I said PLEASE let me know if you are going to cancel and he said I would not cancel. SO I got ready I was there excatlly at the time 7:30pm and I was kind of exceited I thought for a second as I am walking to the theather i am going to post this on my BLOQ and take a picture like a kid. I waited and waited and called brandon at 7:40pm he was already late. Then i called again at 7:45pm I thought maybe I should buy the tickets he is running late he didn't pick up the phone I called at 7:50pm no answer the phone and rang and I left a message i went home. AT 9:24pm I get a call from BRANDON I didn't pick up and he left a message. Ussally if soemthing like this happened in the past I would have not listened to the message but I wanted to. His message was: "O I was in side and i thought you would come in but i liked the movie you should go." We had aggred to meet outside not inside, and why didnt he pick up his phone?

This was the first and last time I will ever do somethng like that again. You know I have a team of people that protect difrent aspects of my life. I have someone for my investments. Another for my image. Another for my legal stuff. Someone to protect my phiscial person. the list goes on. I don't have anyone to protect my feelings. It acctually hurt, I know this sounds silly, People get stood up all the time. but i just thought how stupid is this why make me wait like an idiot why not just say I am going with someone or I want to go alone. Why?  Instead you make me wait which I hate to do. Whatever that is the last time I willever call or hire or anything with BRANDON I can forgive just i never forget. 

I will not STOP

OK I get it be patient! (Which I am not, by the way.) I will NOT STOP. My assistant: Renee Ford tells me yesterday "you wanted to do this by your self so deal with it." I have no idea why I let him talk to me like that, maybe because he will calls me out faster then anyone else and he protects me from making a jack ass of my self. (when he can.)

I value you guys so much. Well some of you. I should say that. (To much make-up on my black models. PLEASE) Wheat does he think I do? tell the lighter skin models: now no make-up for you boys, go stand in the corner. (Laugh out Load - I kill me.)

I promise not to take this so serious. If I make a spelling mistake or dozen or grammar mistake too dam bad. I am not a writer I am a producer and you guys come to see DICK AND ASS I hope.

I am having problems with this BLOG thing. I can't seem to figure it out.

I also promise to start doing this BLOG thing a little more aggressive from now on. I didn't do that in the beginning because I really hate not doing something correct and my spelling/grammar is at a 5th grade level if that. However, I know I am really bad and I plan to go to collage or take some kind of schooling to fix it soon. This problem has gone on too long. Believe it or not I use to be worse. It was when I was in school, the teacher's use to tell me and the nannies, that my spelling was bad so I grew up thinking I was dumb and I was not going to get better. To tell you the truth it just goes to show you if you put your mind to something you can do anything. When I left High School I thought I was just plain DUMB and I meet Anthony Cruz he has to be the LOVE of my life, looking back on it now. He would read every night to me  before we went to bed. I loved that. One day he told me I am going to buy you a book your not going to get better with reading unless you start on your own. So we went to Barnes and Nobel. I will never forget in 1998 Fort Laudable, Florida. In a small way I would not be the owner of my company with out him doing that. I just realized that. How sick is that? I can not stand fiction books, but what i did get was a book on how to start your own company, and from that day forward I would read to my self at night and if I had problems with a word he would always help no matter what. GOD, I loved him.

You know, you get OLDER, you date a couple of guys or a dozen or two. (Just kidding) and you think I want more or this one is not the right one for me or whatever. I look back on it now and all the things I use to hate about him are so small compared to the losers I have meet after him. Weird No? I tell my assistant all the time if you meet a good guy, work with that guy and try not to think there will be better. Not to say if Anthony was to come here right now and wanted me I would go back with him. NEVER! I loved him in the past and it is easy to say how great he was back then. LOL. HE is a nice guy but i was way to young and he was way to calm, we would be friends if i wasn't TYSON CANE, Some of you might get that.

Part of the Love/Hate of being Tyson Cane is that people think they know me.

I am in such a GOOD mood VIPER called me yesterday. I tell you if I didn't believe in the White Picket Fence for me one day, I would pay him to be my husband.(HE is BI - Which I call them Equal opportunity SLUTS that is why i would have to buy.) Something about him, I talk like a school boy when I am around him. Whatever he asks for I give him. People keep asking me. How did I get VIPER to Kiss in Oh Boy Escorts 2? All I can say is that whatever VIPER wants he gets in return he did what he promised that is all I am allowed to say under the contract. (Talk to me in five years maybe then I will tell.)

The only thing is he called at a bad time. We are planning on leaving in MARCH to go to FLORIDA to shoot for awhile. I have a office down there too. However I have a Photo shoot With Brandon Aguilara (My favorite model by far.) NEXT week I am going to ask him if they can do it together that might be interesting?

OK BOYS it is 7:15am my trainer is going to kill me if I am late at the GYM. There is something in the water here in NEW YORK, with the trainers they are such NAZI'S about time here. MY GOD if I am one minute late he yells at me. I have to stop my self and think wait I am paying him. I talked back one time, ONE TIME MEN! ONE TIME! Lets just say after the work out I was crawling to my car and the driver asked if i was OK? Should he get security to help? Just as he said that the trainer came behind me and stuck his head in the car and said TALK back to me again and see what I will do NEXT TIME "BITCH". I never talked back to him again.

bye guys.
TC