Hi guys/men (LOL - I kill me)
OK I am in a great mood mixed with a little bit nervous. I guess I should explain. While living in NEW YORK for the past 8 years or so I have been living with my best friend. I didn't do it for money reason.I needed to get my life in order. I have know-en Patrick (my best friend) for about 15 years or so. HE is much older then I am. He is 60 (Not romantic in anyway) Not that would be a bad thing I like older guys. Actually I like nice smart together guys regardless of there shell. (Alot of interviews have asked me over the years what do I like in a guy. I never knew how to answer that. Now at 35 years old I think I do now and I have to say they have to have there shit together wither they are a maid/cleaning person or a CEO they have to love what they do. I never worry about money because I have more then enough, I don't need more. More money more problems let me tell you that is true. But he has been my ROCK in my life. Before I started to live with him I have lived all over the world, for the search for love I guess. (I can't believe I have said that.) I think back to what my life was like. I have lived in Amsterdam, Chez Praha 10, Germany - Frankfurt, Berlin, Kolin - (that was not for a guy I love KOLIN - the people are so FUCKING HOT and really cool lay back.) Paris, All over the USA including Ohio, Florida, New York - many times, Mississippi - That was only for a week . I was dating this guy that was kind of country and he took me to my first KMART - (I love them now) and I saw this white guy with a Nazi tattoo and I said to my staff pack me up boys where are going home. (I can't think of his name but I liked him but I said "I just can't live here and he could not leave his family") Then i went back to Chez and i could not take my staff most of them would not go and some of them said they could not do it again. someone from my staff talked to Patrick to talk to me about all this moving. So Patrick calls me up while I was in CHEZ and said "what are you doing with your life TYSON?" that is all he said then hung up! I realized really fast he was right, or it might have been with the fact that where I was living I would not have my servants stay in. (I don't want to sound like a snob but lets just say there 5 star hotels are like our 3 star hotels and I don't do 3 star hotels I break out in hives. IE I don't drink Alcohol but I do drink and I am addicted to ROOT BEER I had to have my ROOT BEER flown in and let me tell you it was not cheap - that does sound a little bad but sorry true.) Anyway I left the next day with only the clothes on my back. I still own an apartment there I should go back I liked the people. Actually I have a few apartments and a home or two in a few places from all the moving. OK so Patrick suggested that I stay with him until I figure out what I wanted to do with my life. The only think is he said that I would have to tone down my life style because he didn't think i needed all the staff I had around me all the time. He said he believed that was part of my problem. That I will have to learn what it is to be alone. I called my other best friend JT and he knows Patrick and said he is right, and that I have been doing my life my way and it was not working what would it hurt? So this was in 2000 and I bumbed around for about a year and then Sept. 11 happened and we live down town pretty close to he towers actually i was on the roof when the second plane hit the building and at that moment I remember thinking not much but Patrick came home from work and was worried about me and i realized i get it. I just got it. What i was looking for i had all this time i just didn't see it. The next day after I stopped freaking about the possibility of a chemical war (I got scared when I saw on the NEWS people buying gas mask's I was in the ARMY. Most people can not wear that mask for more then 72 hours trust me and the NBC suite please a week if that it is made out of chorchol inside, heavy and very ugly. At this point was a little too spoiled I think maybe I could wear it for maybe two days, unless PRADA made one then maybe two weeks. (I love all things PRADA) Anyway I started my company actually i started with VEGA - Tyson & Vega Videos I meet him on-line and i thoght it was a sign, it was weird how i meet him i meet him on AOL my Profile picture was just my body and i was not under my name and he emailed me saying hello i was not in a CHAT room i went over to his house he thought i came over for sex he opened the DOOR with a ragging hard on naked i said "Put that away" I am going to make you alot of money how would you like to start a porn company? he said he didn't know anything about that industry behind the camera i said don't worry I will take care of all that." That is something i wish i had not said and i wished i did a little research into his character, - (But then again I don't regret anything everything happens for a reason good or bad) and at that time I didn't think I had enough name power to do it by my self. (Boy I was wrong - I will tell you why I say that another day) Anyway we started our company and then i started Tyson Cane Videos and now this has taken me to 2007 Present DAY. I started that relize about a few months ago that I need to make a change and I should move to Flordia that is where my main company Tyson Cane Holdings, Inc. is from, and I think I should move back to Flordia i ussally go to Flordia for the Winter but this time I was not allowed to go because of my designer would not let me go becasue he needed me here to look over the designs for my underwear line.
So I am moving by my self. No surport staff, and very little company staff I will fly my guys in when I am shooting and I will get a asst. to work with no personal asst. Patrick made me sign something i would not go back to my old life style for at leat 2 years I have to be alone he says that i would ruin all the progress I have done. I think he is right. The only thing I am doing is that I am flying in a guy to build my furniture. I know i have too much time on my hands but i have been shopping for furniture for the past few months on and off and i got my bed I wanted, but for couch's i can not find so i started to draw what i wanted and i started to ask around could I have this built and they said yes it is a simple design it is a 7' x 7' couch, so what i said was i am going to try and build it with the help of a furniture builder helping me. and he is flying down on the 19th to start. I am so exceited but scared I have not lived alone i mean alone alone in I can't remember. I know I can do it, I can do anything I put my mind too.
Ok listen not that people even say anything but I am going to be in transit for a while I have no idea how long it takes to do this all my other moves where not mine. I am doing this one by my self. I probally just go and buy everything all over again but i don't know what I will do. ok untill I type again.