OK, When I started this BLOG I thought, how fucking stupid, this is the most self indulgent, grandiose thing I have ever done in my life. Not really, putting much into the impact it might have on my life. Case in point I told you guys before that socially I am not batting a thousand in the social arena. ( I usually only call people when I want something done and I repeal most if not all social invitations. I am a stay at home guy.) OK, so after writing that, I have been thinking of ways I can correct that type of behavior. One of the things I came up with was I thought the next opportunity I can, I will say YES to any social event (With out asking my asst. to find the guest list and going over stagy with my PR team as to if i should attend this event or not because of what it can do for my company. Just to let you know this is a very common thing.) Another thing i thought i could do was invite someone to something and if I am brave invite my self to something (Which I have never done, and let me tell you how hard that is to do that.)
So this is what happened: Friday I called Brandon Aguilra to go over the photo shot and to say hello and also to tell him about something I bought for my self. (I can not believe i am telling you this O MY GOD i bought O MY GOD. OK I bought this:
Shur Shot Shower Enema Kit (http://www.leatherpost.com/static/D1197.html)
I can not believe i have said that I am so embarrassed,however, I was at someone's house and i used it O MY GOD! The word CLEAN should be written on it. As you might know I am versatile so i like a good pounding as much as a fuck every once and awhile, but I am always so scared of something happening with this nothing is going to happen. If it does go see a doctor LOL.
SO I am telling Brandon about this thing I just bought. I had to buy it from a leather shop. Believe it or not I don't like to buy things on-line. I know I own a shop that sells video on line, however, I tell my self that my staff knows that they have to get the product out that day or not the next day in the morning first thing. I have been complemented on my timing with orders a lot more then once. But for me I am so scared and my friend had said he got it from a leather shop. So I called and i am on hold I can't do that form thing for the first order, I am waiting on the phone and this DEEP sounding voice is talking about all the products they have etc, etc and guess who takes my order a women. I almost hung-up but I was like fuck it I want it for my homes. She was so nice and I really appreciated that. She didn't make me feel embarrassed at all or try to act like a man you know just nice if I could have I would have given her a tip. So I am telling BRANDON about all this and he says he is going to see this movie at the QUAD that night. SOp i said to my self ok TYSON thi sis your chance go ahead and ask if you can go. SO I did, let me tell you my stomach was in knots for what seemed like hours was minutes he said yes. I said PLEASE let me know if you are going to cancel and he said I would not cancel. SO I got ready I was there excatlly at the time 7:30pm and I was kind of exceited I thought for a second as I am walking to the theather i am going to post this on my BLOQ and take a picture like a kid. I waited and waited and called brandon at 7:40pm he was already late. Then i called again at 7:45pm I thought maybe I should buy the tickets he is running late he didn't pick up the phone I called at 7:50pm no answer the phone and rang and I left a message i went home. AT 9:24pm I get a call from BRANDON I didn't pick up and he left a message. Ussally if soemthing like this happened in the past I would have not listened to the message but I wanted to. His message was: "O I was in side and i thought you would come in but i liked the movie you should go." We had aggred to meet outside not inside, and why didnt he pick up his phone?
This was the first and last time I will ever do somethng like that again. You know I have a team of people that protect difrent aspects of my life. I have someone for my investments. Another for my image. Another for my legal stuff. Someone to protect my phiscial person. the list goes on. I don't have anyone to protect my feelings. It acctually hurt, I know this sounds silly, People get stood up all the time. but i just thought how stupid is this why make me wait like an idiot why not just say I am going with someone or I want to go alone. Why? Instead you make me wait which I hate to do. Whatever that is the last time I willever call or hire or anything with BRANDON I can forgive just i never forget.